It's long time that i never write blog. lols
after i came to kl it's happen many things.
well. i have my new life now.
this few weeks use mobile to on facebook only.
it's feels like i'm far away from you guys.
maybe too long din'nt talk with you all or message.
qian. i'm sorry about that day talk like that with you.
if you want to angry me also can want. i'm nothing.
march i think wanna back taiping to meet you all but.
i think now is better don't.
all are busy their work. their study.
all also got new friends.
i came back the feeling also like weird weird.
don't know laaa.
aisk. by the way. hope you all happy always.

starting my new life xD
i love my life now ~
muacks thanks all my friend and sorry for the let you all worry about me ~

thanks for cheating me.

my laughing instead of crying.

you're asking to stop talk cock.

okay.

i will stop talk cock!

thanks you gave all the fake memories to me

 and really thanks you cheating at me!

bicth!

you're worse than a bicth!

i'm being sad and i need my friends.

where you all?

i think i'm on the way going to hell.

fuck!

what i'm doing?

cry for nothing?!

fuck!

WHAT I SAY ALL IS COCK.

WHAT YOUR FRIENDS SAY ALL IS WORD.

NICE!

I'M SLUT

2點了.都還沒想睡.
什麽嘛?
媽的.
我想習慣沒有你的夜裡能入睡
你出去了.明天才回來.
幾個鐘頭沒見到你了.
又如何?
我們沒關係了.
黃慧瑩!
別想了別想了!
你必須從他的世界裡走出來!
你必須!
睡覺了好不好?
乖乖
我們數綿羊.
數蘋果
什麽都數.
睡覺啦!晚安大家^^

想通了.
昨天回想起你對我說的每一句話
愛. 不是一切不是所有.
對! 我會聽你的
很謝謝你讓我成長了. (;
我會一直愛著你.
真的.
你給我所有的回憶.
都很刻骨銘心.
我想我也該放手了吧.
看了Alvis Kong的事件.
死了還那麼的出名
對.他很帥.也很專一.
他很愛她.
但他死了.讓她內疚一輩子.
爲什麽就不能試著把心放開?
可能以後還有機會在一起呢?
我在說著我自己嗎?
可能吧 ^.^
我要買好多好多的雜誌來看
現在我一個人.必須每天看報紙.來吸取經驗.
好讓以後有什麽事.也能自己解決.
不再靠任何人.
姐妹.好想念她們.可能她們也不想再理我了吧.
從今天起我會好好的做人.
不會再讓你們擔心.
媽咪.好久都沒打給我了.
好想念她.現在好想打給她.
但是又不想吵她睡覺.
明天就打給她吧~
慧.倩.
我好想念你們);
好想緊緊的抱住你們倆 >.<
好想念當天我第一次來kl的前一晚
在rex box緊緊的緊緊的抱住你們.
你們忙著戀愛了.
可能也沒什麼想我了吧.
很對不起之前讓你們生氣.讓你們擔心了.
很對不起.
真的.

well 

have to start my new life.

i let you go does not mean that i don't love you anymore.

you know i love you so.

i don't know that you are cheating at me or what.

just let me be your shadow

how you treat me still the same

i miss you so.

i cant be the first that say birthday wish to you.

you change your relationship status.

fine.

maybe like this you will not feel any stress or what.

just let you go.

i let you go.

i will let you go.

my friends!

how you all?

miss the moment so much with you all.

my ji mui

see

both of you couple.

and i single ):

wuaaaaawuaawuwuwuwuw

next time come out cannot bring boyfriend!

if not i will very very very jealous!

triple jealous! xD

okay laaaa.

just write till here.

very lazy to write jor~

do you still love me ?

i'm hate that being cold treatment 

please 

papaya

where are you ?

where is me ?

i don't know 

really don't know .

being hurt again lahhhh

i hate this feeling !!!

my heart damn pain cause of you 

you din not care me at alllll

 why ?

i hate you but i love you !

why !

why i cant leave you ?

why ?!!

life's bitch

 agree ?

honestly

i miss you so

every minutes

we din not meet for a day and talk for a day already

do you miss me ?

you din not gave me a call or send me a text at facebook even .

just now i view your facebook 

you write joystick MC 

writing yourself or ?

i really gonna be crazy

tell me the truth of between you and her 

i'm freaking love you

really

can we back to last time ?

i hate now

i hate every time been your treated like that

then you juse know say sorry to me

i hate it 

very much

how long you have no say love to me already ?

how long you din not call me dear ad ?

you always say that i'm your responbility

did you care of me ?

i want to stop loving you

but i cant do it 

don't know why 

i'm asking myself this question with many times

i always make nothing when face you

actually do you know that i miss you so ?

i almost forget your face

but how also i cant forget about all the promises you gave me

do you know

you hurt me deep ?

my tears start become blood

my heart keep crying cause of you

i love you very much

very very 

                                                                                                               HURT

I'm sorry cannot each sentence

in exchange for a matter 

For You

if there were no you

 

then my heart would stop

even if you don't say love to me 

 

i can feel with my heart

if you are here

 

 i don't need anything

you're my everything to me

 

let's not change

even as time goes by

you are my only love

forever my only love

we love each other

 

in a place without sadness

ALL I NEED IS YOU

 

 

this is what we called LIFE

life is too short .
grudges are a waste of perfect hapiness .
laugh when you can .
apologize when you should and let go of what you cant change .
love deeply and forgive quickly .
take chances give everything and have no regrets .
life's too short to be unhappy .
you have to take good with the bad smile when you're sad .
love what you got and always remember what you had .
always forgive 
and 
NEVER FORGET 

情為何物 ? 誰人能告訴我 ? 來到了吉隆坡整個月了

有說也有笑 . 吵架次數越來越多

我很累了

今早又不懂爲什麽突然發起脾氣來

不管了 . 對著你 . 不能說笑

你很大男人

算了吧 . 慢慢我會習慣

你不與我說話 . 不去station lrt等我也算了

我都已經習慣了

雖然從樓梯下來看不見你有點失望

算了啦

haiz

前幾天 . 在睡午覺時 . 

陽突然來找我

說我哥哥有急事找我

叫我馬上打電話給他

我趕緊爬起來打給媽咪

原來媽咪要好的朋友

去世了

傷心死了

我也沒哭

因為還要做工

這幾天都好累

跑上跑下

說真的 . 我跟上了年紀的aunty很不合

每次都吵架

哈哈

吵吵下就沒事了啦

知道她們的死人樣就好了

好想念我的寶慧和小倩

不知道他們過得怎樣了

你們啊

我沒電話用啊

別信息來了

我看不見得

好啦

就到此為止吧

要去上班了

再見~